Another day, another night, inside a lonely world..

it's just one of those days
when you don't wanna wake up
everything's fucked
and everybody sucks.

you don't really know why
but you wanna justify
ripping someone's head off..

That was some of the lyrics taken from one of Limp Bizkit old albums song. Yup, it is just one of those days that really pisses you off, either for something you did regardless wrong or right, or for something you didn't do but you end up taking the pressure.

I woke up early at 7am this morning coz my homeboy Troy wanted to meet me up somewhere in town. I told dad earlier before I went out of the house that I could be returning slighty late (which obviously takes about ½ hour or more), so dad insisted me to buy breakfast for everyone. I promised I'd be back by 9am but I was still in town at 9.30am, so dad called me up and smacked me on the phone coz everybody's hungry. He was extremely pissed off at that time, damn. But I pretended nothing happened coz I didn't want my homeboy to be upset and guilty for taking my time.

Later, I head back home, bought breakfast for everyone along the way. I arrived, in the living room, and saw mom had already eaten her breakfast (re-heated last night's leftover meals). I saw dad in his library in front of his computer, couldn't care less what he thinks at that moment. I just entered the kitchen, ate my own breakfast and then straight played games on my PS2 till 2pm which was when I had to pickup my lil' sis from her school (situated exactly right across the road).

In the evening, I exited my room and sat in the living room with mom. "Why is papa doing the work outsite, you should be the one who sweeps and mops the floor.." said mom in an orderly tone. So, I got my lazy ass up.. went outside and as soon as dad saw me, he gave a fierce and disappointed look. You know, it's like those "..how in the world did I get such a lazy good for nothin' son who does nothin' but playing games and waste his time on the net.." fathers.

Then suddenly, "abang.. boleh tak teman adik keluar beli seluar tracksuit?" my lil' sis gave a surprised query behind me. Oh yeah, I'm getting out of this house again.. perfect. Perfect? Wait a minute. What in the hell.... aarghh! My left eye is totally RED!! The other one's normal. Sonnabitch.. if I had another eye and it was in yellow.. I'd be like those connecting cables people use for to connect their gadgets. You know, cables like you connect from your viewcam to the television.. the one with Red, White and Yellow plugs in the end. Fucking funny, but it's irritating. Seriously, my left eye's fucked. And guess what.. there's no Eye-mo in the house, none! Sheesshh!! Oh hell, fuck it. We went out to town, bought 2 tracksuits for her, head straight back home. I finally ate my "breakfast" at 4.30pm. Damn, I was fucking hungry the whole morning!!

Around 6pm, mom asked me to buy her mee goreng at Deejays. So, I went there.. straightaway ordered the food, and sat down at an empty table with a can of Pepsi. I waited for almost 25 minutes, until I couldn't stand waiting any longer and I called up one malay waiter. I asked him where's my mee goreng coz it's been a while and he went to the mee goreng section and took my mee goreng which was already done 20 minutes ago. WHAT DA FUCK?!!! But somehow, that malay waiter kinda scolded the mee goreng cook for not informing me which at that time (and any other time once they're done with cooking) the mee goreng cook was chit-chatting with his fellow workers. Urrghh.. fuck those kelings.. damn it! I payed at the cashier and drove back home, pressured, while listening to Limp Bizkit's "Results May Vary" album which I haven't listened to for quite some time. Yeah, their music (as well as Linkin Park) can fortunately colaborate and syncronize along my pressured mind.. anytime, anywhere, always.

Now that I'm home, I just had to blog this out. Who knows what might happened tonight. Internet not connectable? ASTRO's unable to receive transmision due to rain perhaps? Get disturbing calls from anonymous desperate girls? Couldn't sleep due to.. err.. bed mites? Or how about I found out that my homeboys are gay, or worse, I'M gay?

Damn it. Today, the day never seems to exist for me.

And I need a new motha-fuckin' handphone!! I got free GPRS subscription for cryin' out loud, damn it!!

(which reminds me, I gotta shave ma pubes. damn, I could cornhols them now. i got snoop dogg in ma undies!)