A 'surpirse' guest..

He came! He actually came to my house all the way from KL!
Who am I talking about?
It's the one and only totally kewl, awesome, (good looking by the way)..
..Mr. Xaph! Muehhehe.. thanks for dropping by in a surprise dude!

Well, today seems a bit uplifting compared to the previous 'bad day' experience I had.
Woke up early to do the laundry, ate breakfast, bathed, and relaxed on my bed.
Late noon, went out and bought lunch for everybody at home. *tired*

Went online and checked Friendster for updates.
Hmm.. got a surprising friend request.. from Ameir!! My homie brotha!!
Welcome back dude!! Hehe :D I missed ya so much in there.. (esp your LOOOOONG testimonials!!)
Then erm.. checked for my last sem's results. As I thought, it's still not available. Shucks..

Later in the evening, I cleaned up my room (50%) after a long hot+cold+hot+cold bath.
Yeah, you got that right. It's actually good to circulate hot and cold water during bath.
But you might not wanna over-do it. I don't know about you guys, it feels good in the end. :)

The rooms looks fine, just fine. Head straight to the kitchen, ate dinner alone - peaceful. *aahh..*
Oops! I forgot to iron my clothes! Damn it, now where's that iron.. *BONK!* ouchh! My head.. aarghh!
Oh well, today was great coz Xaph made it here. Hope he didn't left anything behind..


BRAIN: Psst!!

Me: What the fuck? Who's there? Show yourself!

BRAIN: I'm your brain, stupid! I got out of your shallow head, thanks to Xaph's brain. Hehe..

Me: How da hell did you get out? Don't tell me Xaph actually DID left something behind.

BRAIN: I've waited for so long for this. Now, there's no escaping 'da voice'.. Muahahaha!!

Me: .....

BRAIN: What?

Me: (thanks a lot, Xaph.)

BRAIN: Don't be stupid, I know what you're thinking okay..

Me: (fine. just shut the hell up, ok? I promise I'll input only necessary knowledge into you after this.)

BRAIN: What?! Do you really think I want that? If I do, you wouldn't be what you are right now.

Me: (o, you think I'm a stupid person.. is that it?)

BRAIN: Haha, that's the problem with you. Always looking down at yourself. No confidence..

Me: URRGGHHH!!! That's it!! I'm going to iron my clothes now, good-bye!

BRAIN: Yeah, pick up your lazy ass. And watch it with the head, don't bang it anymore.. aight?

Me: Sheeshh..


Well, if you're reading this Xaph.. I hope you don't mind me using this BRAIN-to-ME conversations like you do in your blog. It's really something worth doing while there's nothing else you can do. Hehe.. I'll try and drop by yer place when I get da chance ok bro? And congrats on yer fantabulous (fantastic+fabulous) SPM results! You did it homie!! Don't forget to say hi to your dad for me, aight? Love.


P/S: Next thing to add in my 'To Do' list.. search articles for "How To Shut Your Brain Up."

Am I?

I am heroic couplets; most precise And fond of order. Planned and structured. Nice. I know, of course, just what I want; I know, As well, what I will do to make it so. This doesn't mean that I attempt to shun Excitement, entertainment, pleasure, fun; But they must keep their place, like all the rest; They might be good, but ordered life is best. What Poetry Form Are You?

(If you were not Heroic Couplets you would be a Triolet.)

Another day, another night, inside a lonely world..

it's just one of those days
when you don't wanna wake up
everything's fucked
and everybody sucks.

you don't really know why
but you wanna justify
ripping someone's head off..

That was some of the lyrics taken from one of Limp Bizkit old albums song. Yup, it is just one of those days that really pisses you off, either for something you did regardless wrong or right, or for something you didn't do but you end up taking the pressure.

I woke up early at 7am this morning coz my homeboy Troy wanted to meet me up somewhere in town. I told dad earlier before I went out of the house that I could be returning slighty late (which obviously takes about ½ hour or more), so dad insisted me to buy breakfast for everyone. I promised I'd be back by 9am but I was still in town at 9.30am, so dad called me up and smacked me on the phone coz everybody's hungry. He was extremely pissed off at that time, damn. But I pretended nothing happened coz I didn't want my homeboy to be upset and guilty for taking my time.

Later, I head back home, bought breakfast for everyone along the way. I arrived, in the living room, and saw mom had already eaten her breakfast (re-heated last night's leftover meals). I saw dad in his library in front of his computer, couldn't care less what he thinks at that moment. I just entered the kitchen, ate my own breakfast and then straight played games on my PS2 till 2pm which was when I had to pickup my lil' sis from her school (situated exactly right across the road).

In the evening, I exited my room and sat in the living room with mom. "Why is papa doing the work outsite, you should be the one who sweeps and mops the floor.." said mom in an orderly tone. So, I got my lazy ass up.. went outside and as soon as dad saw me, he gave a fierce and disappointed look. You know, it's like those "..how in the world did I get such a lazy good for nothin' son who does nothin' but playing games and waste his time on the net.." fathers.

Then suddenly, "abang.. boleh tak teman adik keluar beli seluar tracksuit?" my lil' sis gave a surprised query behind me. Oh yeah, I'm getting out of this house again.. perfect. Perfect? Wait a minute. What in the hell.... aarghh! My left eye is totally RED!! The other one's normal. Sonnabitch.. if I had another eye and it was in yellow.. I'd be like those connecting cables people use for to connect their gadgets. You know, cables like you connect from your viewcam to the television.. the one with Red, White and Yellow plugs in the end. Fucking funny, but it's irritating. Seriously, my left eye's fucked. And guess what.. there's no Eye-mo in the house, none! Sheesshh!! Oh hell, fuck it. We went out to town, bought 2 tracksuits for her, head straight back home. I finally ate my "breakfast" at 4.30pm. Damn, I was fucking hungry the whole morning!!

Around 6pm, mom asked me to buy her mee goreng at Deejays. So, I went there.. straightaway ordered the food, and sat down at an empty table with a can of Pepsi. I waited for almost 25 minutes, until I couldn't stand waiting any longer and I called up one malay waiter. I asked him where's my mee goreng coz it's been a while and he went to the mee goreng section and took my mee goreng which was already done 20 minutes ago. WHAT DA FUCK?!!! But somehow, that malay waiter kinda scolded the mee goreng cook for not informing me which at that time (and any other time once they're done with cooking) the mee goreng cook was chit-chatting with his fellow workers. Urrghh.. fuck those kelings.. damn it! I payed at the cashier and drove back home, pressured, while listening to Limp Bizkit's "Results May Vary" album which I haven't listened to for quite some time. Yeah, their music (as well as Linkin Park) can fortunately colaborate and syncronize along my pressured mind.. anytime, anywhere, always.

Now that I'm home, I just had to blog this out. Who knows what might happened tonight. Internet not connectable? ASTRO's unable to receive transmision due to rain perhaps? Get disturbing calls from anonymous desperate girls? Couldn't sleep due to.. err.. bed mites? Or how about I found out that my homeboys are gay, or worse, I'M gay?

Damn it. Today, the day never seems to exist for me.

And I need a new motha-fuckin' handphone!! I got free GPRS subscription for cryin' out loud, damn it!!

(which reminds me, I gotta shave ma pubes. damn, I could cornhols them now. i got snoop dogg in ma undies!)

You belong to me...

Artist: JASON WADE
Album: From Shrek Soundtrack
Title: You Belong to me


See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise from the tropic isle
Just remember darling, all the while
You belong to me

See the marketplace in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember, when a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it’s wet with rain
Just remember, till you're home again
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it’s wet with rain
Just remember, till you're home again
You belong to me


P/S: Thanks for the most wonderful Valentine's Day my BabySayang.. I love you so much! *muahs*

One month holiday..

Let's recap my previous week agendas.....

4th Feb, 2004 - Wednesday.
I FINISHED MY FINALSSSS!!!! Oh hell yeah!!! (but this morning's paper was a big fuck-up, damn.)
Went to Mid Valley.. meet up mr nigger Nedu Reshnedu. Wassup ma brotha?!!
Later, got a call from BabySayang.. asked her out, she came, we dated.
Nedu had to split.. has to be back in Port Dickson before dark. Working tomorrow.
Oh yeah, watched a movie.. "Gothika". Seated at the GSC's 'twin seats'. :)
A few hours later.. we pucker-up, smoochie boochies, huggie wuggie, the head back to our hostels.
Yeah, today was heaven again.. (with me lookin' smart in black.. huhu!)

5th Feb, 2004 - Thursday.
Went out to Sungei Wang Plaza with my housemate, Zul.
Played the 'Happy Gyro' machine thingy. Wanna know why I played it?
It's their PRIZES -> PS One, Nokia 7210, Nokia 3200, Motorola C350, Starter Packs, Top-up Cards, etc!!
All you gotta do is insert a RM1 coin where you'll get 3 chances.
With this 3 chances, you have to get a total sum of 5.
In the middle of the machine, there's a wheel with numbers from 1-5, and others like -1, -3, etc.
Firstly, you'll have to choose which prize you want.
Next, the wheel will be spinning continuosly until you hit the 'Stop' button and it'll stop on a number.
So, try to get a total ammount of 5 with the 3 chances.
(If you fail, juz continue laa.. put another RM1 in the slot..) <- repeat this step when necessary.
I tried my luck thru RM10.. close calls only.. goes up to 4 and down back to 3. Damn it!

6th Feb, 2004 - Friday.
After prayers, I met up with my old Kampung Tunku primary school buddies - Shazli and Farhan.
They were so so kind enough to drive me back thru the old place I grew up, Petaling Jaya!
Saw my old houses, schools, roads, shops, even got the chance to overnight at Farhan's.
Thank God he has a PS2, but I hate RPGs!!! (but I fucking love their graphics, truly aspiring).
We ate at some mamak stalls (fortnately, a red FERRARI parked right in front of us), sedap giler!!
Then, lepak merata2 laa.. usha awek cun2 kat PJ nih.. ummphh!!

7th Feb, 2004 - Saturday.
We woke up at 12pm, lunch with another KT buddy - Karim. We picked him up at UM in Farhan's car.
Then, Shazli came. They brought us to a far estate somewhere in Selangor (if I'm not mistaken).
Me and Farhan watched them played football. Lost 5-0. Terrible play, slightly raining at that time.
I think main factor kalah sebab ada team mate injured - dislocated AND broke his right arm!
Aaarghh.. his hand was like a jelly. Memang sah patah both bones, confirm tak bley main anymore.
Malam tuh sent Karim back to Subang, then the three of us lepak skejap at Shazli's house.
Prayed and ate there, then we went to Sri Hartamas Square to watch a live football match.
The aweks their are so DAMN FUCKIN CUN GILER + SEXY + SEDUCTIVE + CUTE + MANTAP!!!
After the match, we head back to Farhan's and slept around 2am. Ngantuk sial.. *huaarghh*

8th Feb, 2004 - Sunday.
Got a call from Dad (millions of time).
"Come back home now, Mama's in ICU.."
Sedih, but I had to woke Shazli and Farhan up.. and they sent me straight to Puduraya.
Got on the 10am bus, arrived in Alor Setar at 4pm, stepped in Kedah Medical Centre at 5:30pm.
Uncle Jamil was there (mom's younger brother), he came all the way from Johor by flight.
Mom had a minor heart attack, as the doctor said. One of her blood vessels is 100% blocked.
..........(many things to write, I'm just to lazy to write it out).

9th Feb, 2004 - Monday.
Well, mom is stabil, alhamdulillah. Doc advised to rest 3 whole weeks after today's observation.
My mom has no high-blood pressure, no diabetes, cholestrol slightly above normal level...
...but the main factor she had the attack is smoking. "She has to stop, permanently.." said doc.
So, I'll be taking care of mom for one whole month since that I'm on a 1-month holiday.
Oh yeah, about Valentine's Day... haven't decided... malas nak pikir... not in the mood now.
Apa-apa pun, I love you BabySayang.. don't worry, everything's gonna be ok, insya' Allah.


P/S: To all my friends and homies... stop smoking from now while you can. Don't wanna lose you guys.